Jitters.

Job interview tomorrow for something possibly quite awesome..

Nervous? You bet.

But... it could happen.


Something else:
That Dead Until Dark book..kinda balls.
The banker has a negative one added to her usual hot streak.
I didn't like how there was no lead in to these Vampires...like they're common place and all. That and people draining them, the stitled writing style that does nothing but describe everyone's clothes...and lastly, drinking vampire blood to keep a healthy sex life. How lame. Sorry guys, that book went into the crapper. I look forward to your next one, because you guys are usually on point with just about all your suggestions. :)

Another brief chuckler..

3am Series Rant

The aspirations for film-making keep coming back to me... There's this overwhelming sense of motivation in that area that continues to uplift me. It's almost like, whenever I get a bad day or feel I'm moving in the wrong direction, there's an urge to film it...not only that, it's not always when I'm going the wrong way...sometimes it's just the "What am I doing here? I could be brainstorming and being brilliant behind the scenes.." Yeah, my life does tend to lead on like some episodic miniseries. I could get so carried away with the billions of little glimpses that daily life provides me. Flash here, flash there, adjust the angle, get a couple of good lines of dialogue..and when it's all said and done, it's a potentially good show.

Life. It's meant to be filmed.

A little mid-morning aggravation..

Okay, so, body aches are horrible...headaches are altogether unpleasant(I currently do not have either of these, but thanks for the sympathy.)..but quite possibly the worst of the worst, the most hated and cursed...is the post-shaving nicks on the face. I remember the days of teenage excitement in well grooming one's face.. It was all "Wow, that's real fun, let's do that alot.."

These days I'll do it once a month if I'm lucky(ha. lucky.), and with good reason..


Thoughts on this:

Life would be much simpler if letting a beard grow out was the norm and not frowned upon when in an important employment position. Oh, and if it didn't itch like hell, that would be a bonus too.

Ahem. A one..A two.. you know what to do..

...if you're blue and you don't know..
..where to go to..why don't you go..

where fashion sits....

Puttin on the Ritz.




Take five~

HIMYM Season 4 Finale: Afterthoughts

Too few modern sitcoms please me.

How I Met Your Mother is one of them.

..definitely.


Oh...Honorable Mention City:
Blossom.

It kicks retro butt. Seriously.
(Sidenote: One of the few reasons I love being 26 is that I can say what used to be considered " embarrassing" things like this, and be okay with it.)

Meanders.

I'm quite bored...and sorta feels like I'm stuck in a routine again. Ah well.

Good news potentially though..Sent off submission email for writing internship. Would be cool to get in..

Recap Action

Good day off yesterday. House hunting with my besties, and a little eggroll action at Magic Wok.

New shirts are awesome too, blue one sorta fits a little too well. Very comfy, though.

Current Thinking.

Perhaps it's strange of me to feel like I'm neglecting my blog-- I probably am not, as I do tend to update fairly regularly.. The thing is, I can't maintain really long entries lately, as I don't sleep as often as I would like. At best, I'm good for maybe one decent sized blog every week or so.. I dunno.

I'm tired. Good news is I'm off shift in about 2 hours or so...It's funny. That's what I wait for lately. The chance to relax has been the luxury of the month. I imagine when I get the other job I need it'll be hell for a while. Eh. The hardship comes with the territory. I'll manage. I always do.


In other news, Bejeweled still taunts me. Mostly, I don't like it--but then, every so often, it seizes control of me, and I excel in it..if only for a brief moment. I hate games like that. You think you could win big, but in truth it's just a tease--an excuse to log in, sit for hours at a time, and feel the disappointing failure. Sure, it's a game, but I'm unfortunately scarred by such things. Perhaps it was the need to be perfect that ruins the experience for me, or the fact that I never really had a motivating drive to be competative. In fact, I loathe that word. Must it always be about who wins...who loses...If nothing else, the game should be entertaining. And if not, then why bother in its undertaking. I know.. Because it gets under your skin, the idea that you cannot be the best smolders in your mind like lingering ashes in a fireplace.. So little fuel to burn you, but enough to make you want to keep crackling away.

I don't like it. I prefer games in which I have a decent shot at using my talents. The more creative, the better chance I have. Mere puzzles, word, math or otherwise, just don't hold any intrigue for me.

Wow. This post was more than I anticipated it to be. I guess I had to vent. It seems sorta ridiculous really-- it's just a silly game, it has no meaning anywhere else besides this plastic internet world.. but still I need to prove myself. Yuck.

Good to get that frustration out. Lol. I'm such a dork-- no matter what age.

Unnecessary Reminders: Volume 1

...did I mention that I love days off?

Cause I totally do.

Thought.

Just did a new quick storymash... Felt pretty natural.



*Edit*

New story is under latest fiction on the sidebar..

Title is "While You Weren't Looking"

The 3:10 buzz.

I never knew I'd become so indifferent to sleeping.

It really used to be something I thoroughly enjoyed-- looking forward to the relaxation,the dreams..the 8-10 hours of uninterrupted bliss.

Now.. it's like "Oh look. 3 hours. Yippee. What's next?".

Growing up. What a dull concept.

So that stupid "transitioning into adulthood"
(wow, that needs a shorter name..) virus has me for that one..



But I'm gonna hold out for the rest for as long as I can.

Brief but rewarding..

9+ hours of sleep. Not on til 10:30pm.

Feeling like magic.


Takes so little to please me. Really.

Another short lame post by yours truly~

Tomorrow off..Yayyy.

In other news:

I really wish I didn't rush through HIMYM Season 4
(Well the 21 eps posted online anyway)...

The show is awesome, really wish I didn't have to wait for a week for another ep...

21st Century and I'm still waiting for stuff.

That's balls.

A thought..or two.

Being frequently tired is one of the worst things ever.


Holy crap. It's May.