The Hush Is Rough..

So much has happened since I've done a proper post on here, but I'm still finding it hard to compose my thoughts--it's like I can't sit and just write..it's slow going and I don't have the motivation I once did... Just been a really long dry spell..but I've been grateful for the recent bit of time..it's very been good, that much is certain.

I keep on keeping on, even if my writing voice is quieter, if the phrasing is slower and drawn out.

Still trying...


..still here.


Ps.. Really appreciate your joining on the prayer for L's surgery/recovery..she's doing well(has feeling in hands again and today was found able to open her own cans..really is quite a champ.) Hoping it all continues to improve.

Current thoughts..

Bestie is going into surgery tomorrow.. I know she's going to do great, but say a quick prayer if you can just the same...

More on the lack..

*dusts off blog*

Light through the shadows.

New job this week.. nervous but very pleased about the prospect.

More to come.

Meh to the Nth..

I look at this blog and wonder why I don't just call it "Infrequent Confessions of a Sometime Writer"...

Strickland would have called me a slacker by now.

A brief one on a good day..

Pretty great birthday today...


Had a nice outing with my bestie Lynds to Mr. Popper and his penguin pals (surprisingly good) and a lunch at Red Robin (The waitress was a real bitchy but it was okay cause we were being snarky right back, lol..) It was good times...simple pleasures, man.


I'm just really grateful for being so fortune in having good friends and family( got a chance speak to everyone in my immediate fam back east, which is rare and wonderful) in my life.

Because that's really what it's all about...as I get older, I beginning to understand what matters most. The times you share with people you care about, and remembering where you were at the time.. That's the biggest part.

Chipping Away at It..

I haven't become disaffected..would never happen to me.

I'm just quieter these days..


Birthday is coming. Is it hitting me yet?
Really not sure..

A bit lame but shows promise..

It's all percolating...feeling some real updates coming soon.

Until then..

Have a coke and smile.


It's on me-

..request.

My best friend lost her Grandmother yesterday evening.

Join me in sending her and her family thoughts of love and warmth, won't you..

I still think about this window..

I feel like I've all but abandoned this poor blog with the infrequency/shortness of my posts these days. But it's not intentional really, it's more like I feel I've lost my written voice lately. Yes, yes, it's all for a season with me, I'm either completely absorbed in my musings or I'm seemingly "not giving two shits about it". While both may be true, when I take a minute to reflect on it, it's disheartening that so much of my time is spent pondering on the hows and whys of my current inability to express myself this way and not on the writing itself.

They never said it would be easy, this being older and thinking things through..

Considering doing a podcast sometime soon, don't quote me though..

And another thought as it occurs to me--

....I miss Balderdash eps., don't you?