Some thoughts of late..

A couple of big dos this week..been on my mind a bit..


Most noteworthy of these is the "informal meeting" for the new job... and while I'm typically flippant about jobs and how in the end, I somehow tend to usually come out on top...in actuality, I've really been crossing fingers for this one..

I've mentioned in the past when a "good" job came my way...and how I hoped at the time that it would be one that I could find myself truly enjoying and seeing potential for a longer stay.


I'd really love to see that happen for this one.

The trouble with me is that I set a high standard in expectations for these things, and get sorta unbearably distraught when things don't go the way I'd hoped. So, in keeping with that idea, I'm just going to be patient and see it through. It's the best thing right now.

Honestly, for me, one of the best words in the English language is prospects. While it may be similar to one of our all time despised words "potential"(because really, when others suggest it, it tends to sound so condescending.. but perhaps I may just be projecting on that.. not sure..), to me, it suggests the idea that good things may very well be right around the corner...just need to look.

Wrote recently.. that felt right to me. The trouble with having a talent is wanting it on your own terms...full time inspiration, being ready to go at a moment's notice. It doesn't always work that way. You have to see yourself in the mold of what you truly are before you can act on the dreams/plans you desire. I'm still learning that...but when I do get that urge to flow free, it's a gift...even if it's brief. It's still that.

And now the question of the day:

Who's your favorite slacker?

I am! I am!

Ever just have a slow news day? Of course you have. I do too from time to time. Nothing really substantial/worthwhile to add to things, and feeling that if I were to cobble together some mundane cyanidial fluff on here, it would be hashed out to no decent effect.

That said...there's been a lingering balderdash that I haven't put up...and it seems that there's been some readers in the shadows who have acknowledged this in a third party type fashion...

Don't worry...there's a fair chance that I'll one day be focused enough to sit down and get it all done.

Not sure as to when...but it's appreciated to know that there are some that remember these things. :)

Y'know, it kinda feels like I've been..

Quite the slacker around here.. but frankly, I haven't had much to say. It's like when I do get the yen to write on here, it's in the wee hours or I'm not near a place I can jot the thoughts down digitally.

So. Yeah. Does it bother me when I don't write for a while on here?

Sure it does.

But rather than force what does come naturally(when it does that is), I won't say much.

Like now?

Yep. Like now.